When you woke up from your bed.. Do you think of me ? Do you hugging the bolster tight and wish it was me ? Do you look to your hand phone and wish to receive a warm text from your beloved ? Do you speak alone to yourself, said "i miss you" ? Do you speak alone to yourself, said "Good morning, sweetheart?" Do you remember the word of "I love you forever, will never leave till my death?" Do you remember the thing i did for you, and u cried with tears of joy ? Do you remember our first date ? Do you remember you told me, Love is beautiful ?
Yes and I do remember everything, because "I Love You".
I will be colour-blinded. It no difference from blindfold myself. Because you are the one, who i wish to see and the one let me know, what is colour. My lies always is the lousiest lies, cause i never lied to you. And you knew that, " I Love You " And I really do.
I never give up on you because, 1. I never let you go. 2. The promised i made. 3. I Love you.
Everyone said " hey let go, don't because of 1 tree u gonna cut down the forest"
- seriously, i can burn whole forest down and carry the tree out.
Yes there's plenty people said " There's still many girls out there, don't have to worry you can't find a better one "
- Yes i can get lots of girls, but my heart belongs to her.
I try move forward, hahaha! My mouth told everyone, I already moved forward man. I look god damn strong you know. But why am i keep looking the photos of ours and yours smiling like some maniac freak ? I never gave up on you before, and i never do that. I'll never find someone to replace you, cause no one could available to do that.
The book of memories i did, the things i promise, the thing i have done for you. I never wanna take this to do any comparing or whats. But, i just really wanna says is, the words that i told you. I love you forever. It wasn't that easy coming out from my mouth. cause it is from my heart. The only one i told.
Well, i never expect this year i couldn't celebrate my birthday with her. I thought she will be calling me and tell me happy birthday. but just a text, hehe is good enough anyway. If we been together till now it will be 524 days.
and my blog not private anymore.
Is been long time i never blog, cause i don't really have the damn time. But now, i guess i gonna update my blog when i really free :|
Well, quite surprising that my long lost friends Julia n Merlyn called me up, they pity me for my 21st i being alone in house didn't go out. They ask me out to some cafe, and they special bought cake for me. I'm so touch, oh man. but my tears hardly come down. I've promise myself, that night is my night that i cry really bad, and i never wanna cry anymore. Seriously thanks to Julia n Merlyn, u 2 made my day ;)
Is kinda nice knowing another friend name LongWee, a very nice friend. On 17th like damn alot people forget my birthday, i knew him not long and he came for celebrate with me too, with Julia and Merlyn. I guess i really meet someone that can really be best friend liao.
Going held my party on 19th September, kinda "qi dai" what will coming next. teehee... I'll update everything, don't worry yeahs ;)
that time you wish for your birthday, i just wish the same yesterday.
To mr you look so ghey, please leave me ur number i swear i find you. You wan Asoka, Modern, Sriga, whr also can. lai lah wahlan. so waste my time. i asking ur number from that time u spamming already. but u doesn't have any balls to do wei. Don't come and waste time. plz and thankyiu
-NegativeEMOtion.
6:04 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I wanna scream my throat out. Who understand my feelings ? HOW DO I FEEL ?
For u guys information, please do not go out late night. Malaysia now very dangerous, even a guard also got rob. Advice for u guys, please do not come out late. We don't know what will happen next.
-NegativeEMOtion.
3:32 AM
I am..
Name - Francis Kua
Nick - L fuNkY
Year - 1988
Status - Not Available
Belongs to - Louisa Lim ( she not belongs to me )
